I walk out of the bedroom, back into the lounge and sit down. I pick up the remote and turn the stereo on low. Garth Brooks croons to me through the s...eakers. ‘…broncs and the blood, steers and the mud…’ I turn off the stereo, too distressed to listen to Garth singing about the very thing that has taken my heart away from me. I laugh mirthlessly, Mama always told me never to fall in love with a bull rider but I knew better. I close my eyes thinking of him. Tight Wranglers, big buckles, scuffed. As Dai obediently opened it with the corkscrew from her bedside table she continued "Huw suggested Gwaindynngwlyb Cave. It was a very hot day and I agreed, it would be pleasantly cool in the cave entrance and it was only fifteen minutes away. I was hot and thirsty when we got there, Huw took off his shirt and opened another bottle of wine but I grabbed it off him and drank half of it straight from the bottle as he undid my belt and pulled down my shorts." She grabbed the bottle Dai had. Nimm nur das Notwendigste an Kleidern mit und vergiss ja deinen Pass nicht! Geld brauchst du auch nicht, ich lege alles für dich aus. Also denn, treffen wir uns morgen Früh pünktlich um 9 Uhr am Chinesischen Turm. Du weißt, wo das ist? Gut, wenn du zu spät kommst, kannst du alles vergessen!“Mit schwirrendem Kopf fuhr ich, natürlich schwarz, mit der Trambahn nach Hause in meine 1-Zimmer Bruchbude im Stadtteil „Hasenbergl“. Die Wohnung kündigen ― wozu? Vielleicht kam ich sowieso bald wieder. Thefact that she (playfully?) teases you about getting hit on byguys MAY be evidence that the idea is not all that repellant toher. Fantasy is one thing and reality another. Be advised thatonce you start taking cock as a gurl you're not going to quitirrespective of the wife's preference. The author's consideredadvice is that you do nothing until you start going out. Ifpossible have her go out with you and study her reactions whenmen approach you as her reaction(s) may provide a clue to.