I told him I didn't know what to do and just wanted someone to talk to that might understand. He told me that desires like yours are very common. He s...id he personally has had sex with four different married guys over the years and that many of his friends have had similar experiences. He made me realize that your fantasy doesn't mean that you don't love me or that you want to leave me but that you really do just want to try something new."Debbie continued, "After wrapping my head around the. I took a pack of condoms and came back to the room. She arrived and she looked like a bomb.She was wearing a silky top which was hugging to her boobs and tight jeans. I immediately hugged her and our lips meet. It was 1 PM, we had lunch and we slept on the same bed. I kept my palm on her stomach and creased there for a while. She folded her hands across her chest thinking that I will reach her boobs. But all I have in my mind is to see what’s between those thighs and explore the cave inside the. ” “I don’t think I could get that back exactly, but I’ll do my best to make how much I love you as visible as I can.” “Barry darling, I know. It’s gone. It wouldn’t work now; I’d see that look and there’d be a seesaw in my mind.” She smiled for a moment and chuckled a little. “I have no idea if a female belt would do that, but maybe it could.” “Don’t worry about it.” “There’s only one way to find out. Tomorrow, when you’re done with work, I want to go to a sex shop and see what’s on offer.”. He came to the front door and knocked and I let him in my wife came to meet him and they embraced and kissed and it started right there in the living room before my eyes.Kissing, hugging and just squeezing and enjoying the feels. My wife had already told me before hand that when they got into the bedroom that she wanted me to wait a few minutes before I came in to watch. Our living room was right next to the bedroom and as soon as they went into the room I could hear my wife loud as ever.