He could go on a machine that we couldn't afford or he could get a transplant of a kidney. But there weren't any kidneys.At that point I didn't want t... go on living without Wes. I looked at the doctor. "Take mine."He started arguing. They use kidneys from accident victims, I was a minor."I can live with one kidney, right?"He was going to argue some more when Mom told him it wouldn't do any good. She also told him we'd had tests done before and Wes and I were a perfect match. He went off to call. Thefollowing day Paul notices a strange car in the same driveway across thestreet. As days go by more and more strange cars appear and on one of thenights Paul clearly hears sex noises coming from the house even thoughthe husband of the woman who lives there is plainly visible in his garagetinkering with his car! But when Paul tells his wife about the apparentjuicy neighborhood gossip, she merely scoffs and says it is well knownthat the woman across the street has four female reproductive. I meant that. I enjoy masturbating and I like to watch other people who enjoy it. I could see that you do because you don't just jerk off. You take your time, you watch yourself. I want to watch you now, and I want you to watch me." And with that, and keeping her eyes fixed on mine, she slowly began to unbutton her blouse. Her words had stunned me. It sounds odd, but the thought of watching her masturbate was more exciting than that of regular sex. And she wanted to watch me! This was. But I'm probably never going to fully embrace those terms. We need new terms, better terms, that honor our sexual realities along with our self-respect."He was silent for a good long while. He finally said, "You've thought about this a lot, haven't you?" I think sex is worth reconsidering, reconfiguring, and renaming, if necessary," I replied honestly. "If we were originally thought of as no more than the sexual property of men, I think we have the right to rename ourselves in a way that.