It seems that these days Lilly has been playing on her own and coming home and telling me all the juicy details, which usually ends up with us acting ...ut what happened. I would not consider myself a cuckold because I tend to have some play time of my own from time to time whether Lilly is there or not.Deb on the other hand is not into our games at all. She would freak out if she knew. See She has just lost a lot of weight and let me tell you she looks great, but just not the body that I enjoy.I. So you guys go on out after the next song ends, and I’m gonna have Greg start playing. That will give them the hint that we are opening the doors in 20 minutes.”So we got into our skates and were soon on the floor. The two laughed and Peggy went and put her stuff away. When the doors opened everybody flooded in but we were already on the floor.At the second couples skate, Kimmy came up and took my hand, so Linda skated off and skated with Peggy. “So, ya finally did it, eh?” She asked right. " I thought so too," she said quietly."I'm glad that you didn't change the lock to the house," he said and grinned, that twenty megawatt smile. "This must be my son," he said as he leaned over and patted her slightly bulging stomach. "You don't look very pregnant."Sarah looked at him with longing. "Can I get you a soda or something?" How about a beer?" You're not old enough," she teased as she opened the refrigerator and took out a beer.When she got close, he grabbed her and kissed her. Was I just "passin' through"? She was beautiful and smart and ... damn ... she did have great legs.Could she, or any woman, ever fill the hole in my chest where my heart used to be? And what about Amelia? In my grief I had pictured myself growing old as the lonely widower raising a daughter on my own ... but that was grief talking, not reality. What would it really be like to raise Amelia on my own? Lots of parents do it, but I had discovered that parenting and running a ranch was a two person.