I really am. I hit you harder than I intended to. You have to understand that I love you Josh and I want you to be mine." Her words dripped with honey..."I'm engaged to be married to Victoria Weber. You are being a menace to me and I don't like you bursting into my life one bit. I've found my soulmate for life and it isn't you." Oh, but I will become your soulmate. You will end up marrying me and not that blond bitch that you've been fucking. She's not worthy of you. I'm the only one who loves. As I did so, my mind showed me flashes of a palace of white marble with amazing huge area rugs and tapestries, animals of all sorts roaming about, and beautiful women in diaphanous white gowns milling about. I shook my head and looked back at Hadad with a questioning eye. He smiled at me serenely and asked if I felt alright. “In fact Hadad, physically I have never felt better – but this is all really freaking me out!” I barked, nervously I might add. He just kept his serene smile on his face. "Béla didn't know if they could attract the Praetor's attention, but she now had this so-called sister's attention."I remember now," Melinda replied, awed at what was happening. "The Praetor trapped me in a ray of light, then I was inside it, somehow. There are others here, trapped like me!" Yes!" Béla exclaimed, happy to have finally broken the spell. "We have to wake them and find a way out!" There is no way out," Melinda replied mournfully. "I remember trying to escape when I was brought. My heart almost broke until she added, "And I know it is so wrong, but I love you like a man now, too."Suddenly my heart was pounding in my chest. Did she really say what I thought she said? Of course she had. I suddenly wanted her more than anything I had ever wanted in my life."But, what we have done ... doing ... is so wrong and is so complicated."Obviously I didn't see it as either wrong or complicated, but then I was only 19.I was very curious about her feelings in allowing me to take such.