Then I start to think of how differently it could have gone. Without even realizing it, I'm touching myself to the thought of losing my virginity to m... cousin. I rub my clit until I fall asleep. ****************** Knock knock knock knock! I wait. Zaid answers the door after about a minute. "Oh hi," I say sheepishly. "You're surprised to see me? This is my house you know." "I know." I try to think of something cute or clever to say. I want to tell him I haven't stopped thinking about him since. My bff had had a few drinks and was being very affectionate towards me, hugging me and kissing me but in a close, friendly manner. She was telling me how much she loved me and what a good friend I was. I should probably go back a bit further very briefly and say that we did kiss once before when we went on a skiing trip for her birthday. It was something I think we both always thought about. Anyways back to the main story. After we had our drinks and food, we headed over to the club across the. I walk up to her to calm her down, telling her that its just a dance and its only one night. I give her a kiss and when I turn around, I see Kelly looking slightly upset. Once we get into the car and drive off out of sight from the family, Kelly starts complaining. Geez, its only one day! Cant Haley not let me have my fun for one day? Well, any girl would be jealous if their boyfriend was going on a date with such a beautiful girl like yourself, I tell her. I like it when you call me beautiful,. 9 % of the anonymous cocksucking being done at gloryholes is guys doing other guys. I never considered myself gay or even bisexual for that matter, but I guess if you love cocksucking as much as I do, it's kind of hard to make an argument.A shrink might say the fact that a gloryhole fan is giving (or receiving) an ANONYMOUS hummer means that they're rationalizing their asses off somehow. As for myself, I've never really sat down and analyzed my behavior on this or half a dozen other fetishes I.