About two p.m. I finally accepted that I simply wasn't going to be able to find everything I needed. At the second shop I'd been able to fill one of t...e blanks the first one didn't have, the third one gave me another, but there was still one particular transistor that nobody seemed to carry. Everybody offered to special-order for me, but that wasn't the point, I wanted it now and nobody had it in stock. Kitty and I sat in the car and tried to design around it to the stuff that was available. Now there was just literally everything else associated with theentire process to deal with in my mind.My biggest fear, was that I was going to have an extremely negativereaction to the act. I wasn't into guys, at all. They just didn't doanything for me, even now with estrogen coursing through my veins. Iwasn't worried about performing per say, since as the lady in thecoupling, it wasn't like I had to maintain an erection, or even really bemore than just present. But this wasn't just any guy. Our favorite is Pat & Jessie, a black couple, we not only swap with party styles, but on the side, as a couple , & occasionally as a 3some, sometimes she or he will spend an evening ( or all night ) with us, or one of us goes to their place :).Don, likes Pat, mostly because shes one of those busty (44dd ), & big legged, bubble butt sista's, who's very active in bed, & cums alot, late 50ish, & believe in taking a break or two. I enjoy Jessie, mainly because he 49, & can maintain a. Mom was crieng and we had to think of a plan of how we are going to deal with this. "Abortion is not and option" I said"I agree" mother saidThe telephone rings"Hi" Mom answers"Okay" I love you" Bye Bye" That was just your father, he has to work another shift and won't be back till thursday. (today was wesnday night)."Why don't we all just get a good night sleep" Okay Mom love you, and can Nikki sleep in my room tonight, we had so much fun" Can I come" Lisa said"Ya sure threesome that would be.