.. My real worry, of course, was that William would happen along, just at the precise wrong moment in my life, and see me with this beautiful man. Wou...d he be jealous? Probably and not unreasonably, but what if he wasn't? That thought frightened me terribly and I hoped Valentine's apartment wasn't very far."Welcome home," Valentine smiled as he unlocked his door, pushing it open for me, and that seemed like an odd thing to say.His apartment consisted of a small loft, just three rooms probably,. She then let her guard down and wrapped her arms around him, and he soon followed suit. They kissed for a good five minutes, until they stopped and needed a break. They moved towards her cleared desk and he lay her down on top where he was now standing in between her open legs. He leaned in and whispered in her ear.‘I’ve wanted this for so long Ms. Palmer. I don’t want to have sex with you…I want to make love to you.’His words shocker her, but at the same time, felt elated that he didn’t just. "Let me know when you are ready to do the video for us, Maria." he said. She held out stubbornly.Gary said "Let me try." He took the girl over his knees and gave her a really hard spanking.Finally she cried out that she had had enough. "Stop spanking me, Gary! I'll do the video for you!" He gave her a couple of final spanks and then let her up. She pouted at the boys, rubbing her sore bottom through her panties.Kenji was the most experienced of them at video taping, so he got the honors and. I remembered the embarrassment, humiliation, and pain of these which often happened at the insistence of ma, and in front of her and my siblings. I wanted to experience that again. I wanted to have the feeling of being physically punished until I cried. Michael was very interested, and wanted to try it the next week. That Monday, I had a business trip to Seattle, and while there, I bought a black paddle with holes in it. It was little over ¼ thick, but the female clerk whacked herself on the.