While part of her was curious she was far to afraid to get pregnant, raped or get an std. There was just too much that could go wrong. No Charlotte de...ided long ago she would wait until marriage and only marriage. Sex was a distraction she could not afford. There were too many things to learn, to know, to do before she could worry about having a family.That was about to change, though she didn't know it.She was was of her many shopping trips in a little town in the German country side when she. Mary Janes, I think that's what they'recalled, anklets with those lacy tops, very frilly petticoats, rumbapanties, and a party dress. They put a wig on me, a long curlyShirley Temple like thing, and they changed my outfits several times.I don't know how much it cost, but I imagine they spent a lot!" I would say so. Little girl's clothes for someone your size, wow!" Hey, I'm not that big! I was allowed to go outside, where they hadme playing girl's games like Jacks and Hopscotch, go swinging on. "Looks like somebody changed her mind about men."Jessie turned quickly and saw... "Wilma." Now all the heat was concentrated inJessie's reddening face. "I... This wasn't what it looked like." She pushedherself away from Paul."Looked t'me like you was kissing the deputy there," Wilma said. "More 'n that,it looked t'me like you liked doing it." She smiled, happy to have caught Jessiewith Paul. "If it wasn't that, what was it?"Jessie studied the floor. "It was my own business, I'd say." 'Bout time. "Shut up," she growled. "You hang out with Michelle too much." How much is too much?" Too much when you can't say anything without being a total smart assabout it." Are you mad at Michelle?" No, not really. Kinda."That surprised me. I blinked. "But why?" It's not really her. Okay, it is her. I probably shouldn't tell youthis, but Dallas was acting all weird today at lunch and Michelle and Iwere talking about you, you know, that we were going to practice today?Dallas started talking shit.