" Tell me." Suddenly, the job at Poly looms heavily. I want it. I want to be here with you. I recognize that it doesn't matter how much I want it, tha... won't have anything to do with the faculty decision."She stood and hugged him. "I felt so positive when you applied that I more or less assumed that you would get it. I mean, why wouldn't they hire you? You're the best." I appreciate your confidence, but I know the others. They could let us draw straws for the job and not go wrong. We each have. No tongue, no nibbling. Her eyes fluttered shut and she sighed a little as she leaned into the kiss.She was basically a friendly person; she wanted to like people. I knew she was relieved to discover she could overcome her lingering fright, to find that she could again enjoy this wonderful human contact. And that was what I intended her to feel. Susie was a very nice girl and it really bothered me that the assault she had undergone also had separated her from boys who liked her and who. I heard Ron down in the kitchen rattling the pots and pans and felt guilty that it wasn't me down there doing the cooking. About 2 hours later he bought a tray up for me and on it he had one of my favourite meals. Carpet-bag steak with roast potatoes, roast pumpkin, cauliflower, broccoli, and snow peas, with a beautiful cheese sauce on the greens.He arranged for a Nurse to come in 4 days a week to bed bath me and also give me a massage. Everything else he looked after himself and did a great. "You are a fucking asshole and I hate you right now." I hung up and paced more.Fine, let's go do this and get it over with. I said in my pissed off voice, while inside I was so excited I about wet myself. As we got out in the lot where he parked, really far edge of the parking lot, I noticed he was parked not very far from my car and that he was faced so no one could look in his front window. This was looking pretty good. He told me he was going to have us get in back seat so I went around to.