"Her gaze bore into me. The same pleading expression from the photos on her phone. The same pent up energy.I told myself again it was only a game, eve... if it was a lame excuse to justify my actions. The thought of someone other than Emilia appraising me, sizing me up, filled me with equal parts dread as excitement. But Kay's wanton expression and raw need in the moment won.Reaching for the waistband, I unsnapped the button and felt the pressure ease immediately, then drew down the zip. Kay. I loved him inside me. In a moment, I could feel how Draupadi felt. She loved all her husbands. And I loved both Ajay and Linga. I used to tease Ajay often, if you get angry with me, I will run off to my other husband, Linga. Ajay never took it in any wrong way. That is a testament to his love for me. The only way I could every repay that love is by bearing a child for him through Linga. And that happened after 4 months. We had non-safe sex after 4 months.I got pregnant subsequently. And missed. If Claire found a candidate she felt worthy she would send them a private chat message, which the chosen always answered quickly. She would message that she was happy to get to know them and that it was nice they were enjoying watching her. In her live feeds she would ask different ones a bit about themselves, where they were from, what they did, type things – nothing too intrusive, but to wean the flock. One to one, she would start by asking more questions, she seemed to genuinely want to know. I knew from overhearing some of the girls talking all week that Sam had gone out and gotten a special dress for the dance. So I wanted to be prepared to dress up, if need be.I checked with my sister to see if I looked alright, and I got a whistle, a bear hug, and a toe twister of a kiss. "I'm jealous and envious of Sam tonight. You look good enough to eat. Maybe I need to take your edge off before you go, big brother. We don't want you embarrassing yourself or Sam all night." Squirt, although I.