I was having difficulty making coverup conversation as the stimulation was enormous. Here I was virtually making mad, passionate love with the most be...utiful person in the world and I had to keep up the chitter- chatter. The desk covered up my erection well, whether my voice did or not is something else. Then somehow the subject of computer programs came up. It may seem funny to be able to think of something like that on the verge of an orgasm, but it did, thank goodness. And why in the hell do. There are a hell of a lot of shallow women out there. Some of them even freely admit it. But no one can really control who they're attracted to. I didn't know what to tell him. All I knew was that Charlotte wasn't like that."Maybe you're right, but you and I both know that Charlotte's not like that. She's one of the good ones. She could be with anyone in the country if she wanted to, but somehow she's with me. I don't understand it. I'm just an ordinary high school kid. I'm not rich or hunky,. My people--my tribe--are here and all around me. I try to relax, opening my senses. I smell the wood of the cross. In all probability I’ve tied people to this cross. For all I know it’s the cross where ... well, where some great growth happened. There’s an even higher probability that I’ve been tied to this cross before. No matter what happens, I will be fine. I breathe, reaching to ground myself.Susan sweeps in. She’s the top; she can help. I’m not used to leaning on my top emotionally quite. There was a slight curve and it pulsated as I gave it a squeeze before bringing my hands under my chest to brace for impact. Naturally, I pushed back to provide more purchase and he slowly rubbed his cock up between my ass cheeks. There was no lube, we hadn't planned this. He spit on his hand and rubbed it over his dick and massaged my hole with what was left. Slowly and firmly, he placed the head at the opening and pressed forward.Immediately, I tensed up and my hole attempted to push him out.