Somehow we both knew that it was all a done deal, without discussion.That first kiss was to come during the next Easter holiday. Aileen had popped dow... for a few days before she took her finals. She really should have spent that holiday studying, not that the time she did take out damaged her exam results any. Aileen graduated with honours.We were out in the garden trying to persuade an old millstone that I found buried in the yard, to stand up where we wanted it. As we struggled with the. ..but you see... i download some porn.i mean, don't get me wrong. i have no judgement about downloading porn. it's just...fuk! i MAKE porn! i AM porn!! people fukin' download ME!!!sure... i watch a lot of porn, but i watch FREE porn, and people STEAL my porn & re-post it as THEIR favorite porn. (indeed, the latest bootleg roxxanna just went up yesterday. & what was i doing while yet another fan claimed me as their own?I WAS PAYING FOR PORN!!!it's so embarrassing:(... btw... i love how. .hehe. We all decided that we were going to see our boyfriends. We begin to drink alot of soda. It helped some not alot. We were able to walk straight and see straight to get us where we was going. Text our boyfriends of our coming. I drove, I honestly did not drink that much, but enough to feel the effect of the drinks I did have.Driving, my black mustang, along the dirt road. Dust flying behind us as we were trying to get away from the police. We made it there about eleven thirty. Called. ‘Look at my face, please.’ I lifted my eyes and felt almost ashamed. ‘Don’t be ashamed but there is a time and a place.’ Her hand unbuttoned her dress so that her breasts were exposed and I knew I was being tested. It was almost midnight when she asked me, ‘Do you think you can accept a relationship on my terms?’ ‘I don’t know for sure, Emily. I do know that I want to explore with you and learn. I know I will try to be what you need and what I need to be. But, I have to admit I am afraid.’.