“You have seen me Karan, now I want to see you”.Karan couldn’t take his eyes off Rani. She looked ravishing. She was right. He had seen her nake... but she hadn’t. He wanted to tease her a bit first. “Tell me about your fantasies Rani, your dreams which you have been having”.“I want you to fuck me Karan. Fuck me hard. Take me in all my holes. Be as rough and brutal as you can because that is the way I want it. Ravage my cunt, tear apart me asshole, fill my throat with your cum.”“Tell me about. I'll not go into details about the minutes before we finally left the party or how I became very cold towards her. It was only a fifteen minute drive, when not in midday traffic, to my boat and my home. With the top down on my Jeep she had to raise her voice, as she attempted to laugh and then excuse what I had witnessed. Finally, just as I pulled into my parking space, her voice turned angry as she tried to place the blame onto me.Of course, I was partially at fault. The fact that I had told. With the shower still running over her it was soon being washed away.I stood her up and said, come on let us finish washing and check the baby and we will watch the rest of the tape and I will lick your pussy and make you cum.Back in the lounge we restarted the video and I laid her on the couch and went down on her and licked her until she said I am cumming, it just feels incredible, I just love it. I want this every day.We sat and cuddled on the couch and she started holding my cock again and. Nothing could replace it. I touch it gently. It’s not the same as my hand in John’s yet it is a symbol of our love.I lift my eyes to look at the view again. I wish... I could shut my eyes and imagine John is beside me, holding my hand. He isn’t. He’s gone. I have my memories, our c***dren, our grandc***dren and some great-grandc***dren. Sometimes I can see a younger John in some expressions of our son Michael. John has gone but he has left us so much including his love.+++Love? That makes me.