I was frustrated, in the three or four years after Mark died, well I was still in some sort of shock, sex was always at the back of my mind, but, wit...out him, other than my vibrator and fingers, I just couldn’t bring myself to taking another partner, oh there was the odd one`s, evening out mostly, folk who knew us before, hopeful of me giving it out, but nothing serious, and as the lad got older he started to ask questions, like all boys, so I knew that I would need to cover his father`s role. Zoe said “you are taking your punishment well Phil, like you know you deserve it.” I looked at her, blushed, and said “well I guess I do deserve it Zoe.” Zoe laughed. “Well your bottom is very red, and I have to say Phil you have one very spankable bottom. I am enjoying myself actually.” It wasn’t so much fun for me. I was hurting and knew I wasn’t even half way through yet. “Bend over Phil, you’ve had your rest, now it’s the implements I have chosen.” I bent over again but could. I can’t go home. My dad thinks I am staying with Jade. I will get in trouble.”“Fine. You can stay. Jade isn’t home but you can use her room.” Alice looked at me with tear filled eyes.“You are really mad at me aren’t you?”“Alice I am not sure what you expect. You don’t talk to me for weeks, then call me at 2:00 in the morning to come pick you up. I find you drunk, with a hickey on your neck, dressed like a hooker, lipstick smeared all over from sucking some shitty teenage boy’s Dick. Yeah I am. As you didn’t seem to mind watching Steve finger fuck me, you can now watch Steve fuck me with his cock and I’ll bet you that I’ll enjoy his cock in my pussy a lot more than I enjoyed his fingers in there”. With that she backed away from me and slowly dropped her dress to the ground, then dropped her bra quickly followed by her thong. She looked so hot standing there naked wearing just those white boots and the Princess Leia hairstyle. Steve was also looking her up and down taking in her 5’6”,.