Richard said mom, you know I didn’t mean any of those words I said to you, I paused and said sure you did my love and in that moment it’s fine. Ju...t remember k**do who wears the pants in this family. He said no I didn’t mean to be disrespectful to you is what I mean.I scooted up beside him and kissed him and looked in his eyes and told him what happened was a natural course that sex takes at times when people get carried away and say things in the heat of the moment. I made a fist and laughed. I immediately saw that he looked quite old with glasses and a nice big belly."hello" hello"It was so awkward and kinky in the car!! He was obviously quite shy and nervous too. That's why it's so exiting"so you want to try sucking then? " he asked." yeah, so you do this often. " no its my first time with a guy too, do you want to go in the toilets or try in here? " he said." well we can just do it in here if you want. " are you sure you want to do this? " he asked, he seemed almost surprised I. There were things she could do at home on it, and she did. But the research involved visiting book stores, and she didn’t visit one. Bill brought home the Tribune every night with the sports section on the outside and turned off the TV before the news came on. She listened to the radio and read the previous day’s news in the daytime, but the rest of the news, let alone Watergate, was never mentioned between the two of them. She stocked up on staples when she shopped and got more left-over. “I think…” she began but faltered.“Take your time.”She took a deep breath and looked at me again, this time our eyes met head-on.“It’s got to be today,” she said determinedly. “I’ve got to go through with it. I’ve been so close so often and backed off, if it doesn’t happen today, I don’t think it ever will.”“And you want it to happen?” I asked, neither of us daring to voice what ‘it’ actually was.She nodded emphatically.“I really want this. It’s just that it’s been building up for so.