..) But to watch mortals expire is fascinating to vampires. Not in a pornographic way, not in a voyeuristic way, it's not like watching a Knicks game,...but because... Well because they can't do that.They can't die. So it's interesting. Fascinating to watch, indeed. And kind of sad. The Lady Santangelo said she wept bitterly when they took Marie Antoinette's head off. Although the Queen, a martyr to gambling, had owed her several hundred thousand francs at the time so... Anyway. In fact, let me. It was unbelievably short. Holding it against my body I saw just how short it was. If I sat or bent over, my panties would surely be seen. A pair of charcoal colored thigh-high stockings lay on the bed. Then I noticed the note. In addition to the address and a reminder of the time I was expected, it told me not to wear any kind of undergarments. I dropped the note, my hand flying to cover my open mouth.I threw on a robe and moped around the house until dinner time. I ate alone, deep in thought.. Something about her expression put me on edge.As she hit the switch to expose her patient, I thought I heard her say something under her breath. After the exposure, Rachel looked at her screen. Whenever we worked together, I used the CR room and Rachel took the DR room which she preferred. The DR room was digital, so there was no need to run cassettes. Another advantage was that the images came up on the screen almost immediately.For the first time that I can remember, Rachel cursed. She. On her way to the grocery store a car mounted the sidewalk and killed her instantly. The pain is as real today as it was nearly 30 years ago. I can close my eyes and see her parents crying and the terrible look on their faces as they returned from the hospital. I couldn’t express the pain I felt, not at first anyway. I became moody and sullen. A withdrawn teenager who took to staying out late and blaming everyone else for the hurt I felt inside. Years passed and although the pain subsided a.