He was still inside me, I insisted he remain there, as far as I was concerned I wanted to die with my brother's cock inside me as if to announce to th... world I was now a fully fledged woman, I had fucked, been fucked and had truly enjoyed the experience, no pain, only pleasure and the most satisfying feeling ever.There was an incident that had happened some seven years earlier when during my bath night my mother popped her head into the bathroom as I bathed, 'You uncle needs to use the toilet',. "I never kissed anybody before." You mean a guy, right?"I hesitated. "No, I mean anybody."He blinked in the way someone does when they've just heard something crazy. Finally, after the longest minutes of my life, he spoke. "How ... how did you explain that to your classmates? I mean you're a great-looking guy, Nate. Didn't they wonder?" Just one more lie I told to protect my secret. I said I had a serious girlfriend in my county. Said she lived on a neighboring farm, but went to a different. Taking pictures of myself fantasizing about being a girl and what type of guys I would like and what I want them to do to me .After years of doing this I have worked out what really turns me on and off, this story is my fav fantasy .I'm very submissive when I dress up as a girl ,i want to be man handled ,to feel a mans smooth muscles ,the strength of a large black man .He would be over six foot tall very sexy and very dominant .He likes me wearing very sexy outfits ,platform heels basically. "Oh my GOD, Ms.Daniels!" It's okay Deb, just a couple of women having some fun, right Nina?" Mel nodded to me."Absolutely, let's party!" I said, and lead them back to the bedroom."I'm so surprised at Ms Daniels' presence here, Nina, are you sure its going to okay?" Deb asked nervously."Absolutely dear, you can call me Mel, okay?" Deb, I 'm a big fan of Nina's. We're all going to keep her secret about the porn to ourselves, and enjoy this, I'm not going to tell anyone about this tonight, I.