Thiswas going to be interesting. Hillary was pleading her big fat cow eyes at Josh. Her lipwas starting to tremble, and she looked like she might cry...or puke ordo both. That must have tipped it. “Yeah,” Josh kind of gave a sick smile. “I really wanted toget wasted tonight.” He looked at Hillary. “I thought you did, too,Hil..? I thought you were with me tonight.” Way to go, Josh! I almost screamed. For once, Joshy wasshowing some fucking nuts. I could. He walked over to the door.“Night, Chris” He said.“Umm goodnight” I said, kind of confused, but still really turned on.He flicked off the light switch and I watched his silhouette cross the room and get into bed right beside where I was standing, so I walked around the bed and hopped in my side, a little disappointed at how it all finished. I lay in bed on my back, my eyes were closed but I couldn’t sleep. How could I? I had a raging boner and the person I most wanted to fuck was in bed next to. It was a Saturday night and I wanted to head into San Francisco to listen to some jazz. It was about 7:30 when I arrived, and there were not many people yet or woman to watch. The band had set up and had been playing for approximately half an hour. I was sitting on a couch and had some room for others to sit next to me. I saw the door open and a tall strawberry blonde walked in, and our eyes connected. I was hoping she would come over and sit, but in the crowd I lost sight of her. I was looking. Present – Mira, Ira and Alexi – At the cabinWe retire to our room and Alexi questions, "Mira, did Ms. Donaldson forget that Mr. Blaine is unable to father children?"I decide this will be an excellent teaching tool so I respond, "Alexi, Ms. Donaldson allowed her emotions to control her actions and when that happens..."Ira finishes, "she careens out of control. This occasionally happens to us."I was thankful for Ira including both of us but I still correct, "Alexi, Ira is supporting me by telling.