That realization had changed her somehow, softened her, made her more free and accessible. And that’s when she’d jumped on a plane to spend her la...t days with me.As the second of the three months drew to a close, Celeste started exhibiting changes. She would enter fugue states that would last up to an hour, and when she came out of them, she had no memory of ever having been gone. Entire hours vanished for her, and she had no memory of what’d had happened while she’d been away. Her vision. The people here have helped me see about filing for a divorce. They say they will protect me for as long as I am here. I just have to find a place to live where he can't track me down. I'd go back to Wisconsin where I grew up, but I don't know anyone there. I've been away so long."She turned her attention to me. "Who're you?" I'm John Caramel. Candy works for me." What do you mean, works for you? She has been staying at a friend's house for a couple of months." Mr. Caramel is my friend. He pays. It wasn’t what I’d normally do on a Saturday afternoon, but decided…why not… and agreed to meet him.We met by a big tree near the edge of the forest, and wandered through the woods toward Blackberry Hill. As we walked, we talked and laughed, sharing stories about school and friends. About 10 minutes into our walk, Brad slowed down and as I walked past him, he stepped behind me, then reached around and grabbed my tits with both hands. I was surprised, but not totally disappointed….so, I laid my. .. mad at the Army ... mad at the world ... even mad at me. But you weren’t. Fate handed you a horrible blow, but you tried to bounce back. You were thankful for the things you had instead of being mad about the things you’d lost. I like that.”His hand stroked her naked shoulder and back.“And then, you were willing to be vulnerable and let me take your picture. You showed me part of you that I know you don’t want to show anyone ... and let me photograph it. I knew then that you had a lot of.