It was like it had two levels. One was a quite noticeable amount of pain, but the other was great pleasure, the feeling of being able to give this kin... of "treatment" to a man - can't describe it, just feels amazing. Even though he for sure didn't hold back. After initial slow stretching he pounds my backdoor as hard as he possibly can and I am screaming, probably close to the top of my lungs. In between he keeps dirty talking, calling me slut and asking me if I like getting my ass fucked (to. Kim text me back with a simple ‘K’. I read a few magazines as I watched people come and go from the back rooms as I tried to stifle my boredom. It was about five to six when the young guy came out to get me. He apologized profusely for the wait but he said that he would stay late to make sure I was taken care of. I let him know that my wife was in the mall shopping and would be coming to find me. He quickly wrote a note and stuck it on the locked glass door. “Knock loudly for your husband” was. Then I quickly stripped naked, slipped on my high heels and teased up my blonde hair, applied my lipstick, and set a condom and my grease on top of the video screen. Then I unlocked the door and sat back to watch some porn. I mostly watch straight, man/woman porn. Most gay porn does nothing for me, because I don't see myself as a guy having sex with other guys; I see myself as a woman, and so I identify with the women on screen.My first trick was a regular, an older black man. I'd guess he's in. It’s a gift so special, so sacred, that it can only be given once. It belongs entirely and completely to that individual and the exact moment that gift is given and all the details surrounding that event will be FOREVER remembered by them. Sharing one’s virginity, an act symbolic of entry into adulthood, the awakening of one’s sexuality, is something that should ONLY be gifted to someone deserving of such an honor, someone who will treat it as the sacred and holy sacrament that it is. Aaron.