" Yeah, maybe." I waved and headed back out.Seeing an opportunity, I worked my way between Frieda's chair and the bench on my new master's left and kn...lt to deliver my report. Oddly, no one seemed surprised; I expected a gasp or two, but got nothing -- and didn't know whether to be disappointed or elated. My Master had me sit in the chair again -- not because he was embarrassed, but because he was delaying a possible scene with Jock. I liked that; he had a reason -- he wasn't just embarrassed. . Kuch b pehn le unhone koi dimand nahi kiMe .. Ok mamSham to me tshart aur jean pehn k redy ho gayi aur balo ka bum bna liya aur 8 bje unke btaye huye adres pe phuch gayi Mene door bel bjayi aur ek black men ne door open kiya aur vo mujhe ander le gaya wha 3 aur usi k jese black men baithe the unhone mujhe baithne ko kha aur me baith gayi (frnds vo log english bol rahe the par me apko hindi me hi btaugi k vo kya bol rahe the ) unhone mujhe drik ofer ki par mene mna kar diya k me nahi piti fr. .. some part of me still loves her. I just don’t understand why. I’ve ... I guess that I didn’t want to admit this to myself. I told myself that all of my love for Alice is gone, because that would protect all of us from her possible relapse. I didn’t wish to endanger my ladies just to give her another chance, you know,” Roger admitted to himself and his three conks aloud at last.“I read you that well, because the blinders are gone and I now see you for who and what you are, one of the most. Do I wish that he made more money, buy us more things, make some friends, fight the world, and be my hero? May be, I did. Now I respect him for whatever he did. If he was happy being worried, sad, lonely, sick, I am happy for him. He died before I could reach him, never told us he had heartburn on exertion. He feared hospitals, but I wish he made an effort to tell me. I could not give him everything. I might have operated him myself, provided better vascularisation, extended his life, decreased.