It opened up a vast world that he could only have fantasized about prior to this episode. Now it had become more of a possibility, and in this case, ...ven a reality. Through his exploration of the website, he stumbled upon the ?men seeking men? section where just for kicks one night he typed the word ?bondage? in the search bar. Scores of ads came up for men looking to enslave other men in various forms of bondage and perform on them acts such as flogging, water sports, simulated. “Well you know just some panties and stuff.” His eyes went big. I was clearly enjoying the situation.“Really, they must be Carol’s. You know how she is, she probably left it somewhere.”“I know EXACTLY how she is and I know that she doesn’t keep used panties under your bed, doesn’t use condoms neither she steals my dvds.” After a moment of silence Kevin replied,“I was just borrowing them, dad”“And what were you borrowing exactly, my dvds or your sister’s panties?” He was now totally miserable,. Jingling spurs on the hardwood floor flushed the thick, middle-aged Hermalinda from the kitchen. She stared mournfully at Ernesto and shook her head. ‘Hijo! Jim Ed was in pretty good shape when he left our campfire last night. He had two, three beers at the most,’ Ernesto said, ending with the lilt of a question, the way many Hispanics do. ‘I peeked in his room. It looks like he killed a half a bottle of Scotch,’ Hermalinda answered. Switching to Spanish, Ernesto said ‘Fix him some of your. The hours of being stressed and bored in that room on the other side of that curtain were finally catching up to me. He stopped laughing before me, and when I realized he’d stopped, I suddenly felt very self-conscience and stopped laughing too. I was looking down, shaking my head. ‘You look like hell.’ God, I could never tell Sydney I said that to him – EVER! When I finally looked up, he was looking at me. His chocolate brown eyes warm and caring. His brow furrowed, he looked like he wanted to.