" Permission to do what?" I want your permission to have a boyfriend. If you're getting yourjollies, I should get mine." What? Hell no. I won't do tha.... Flesh is a bigger deal than fabric.I'll just stay out of dresses. I can do it. I mean, it's hard, but Ican." It's wrecking your health, Monkey. Look, I don't want to actually havesex with someone...now. But if you keep wearing the clothes, and I haveto live with it, I want your permission to change my mind. Some transwomen lose their desire for. ” “I understand, but rules are rules. No touching but you didn’t say I couldn’t just follow you around and watch you.” “No I didn’t and I guess I can’t re-write the rules when the game’s already started right?”“Right.” And I get closer to her. I’m going to fuck her this time, there’s no stopping me, and she’s going to want me to. There’s not going to be forceful entry, as they say in the cop programs. “You said no touching but I have to ask this one favor. Please let me just touch your. I lifted my mouth off of Mrs. Perkins’ warm and wet center.“I’m close, Mommy” I announced, “May I, please?”“Absolutely NOT” she yelled back. “How close are you?” she added with a small chuckle.“VERY close, PLEASE... PLEASE don't make me cum!” I replied, as if almost in a panic."Good Boy" praised Mrs. Perkins. "You finally realize what is important... ME and MY desires, NOT your pathetic need to spray your nasty little boy cum."The hand was removed from my penis and the twisting of the butt plug. .." 'Course nobody'll match up but you'll find someone who means a lot to you in different ways and she'll fill the gap. 'Cos there is a gap. I can see the difference from when your wife was alive and 'ow you are now." Well, there's bound to be a difference when you've lost someone you love deeply and who is part of you." Part of you? Part of you? You two were like bloody vines an' I envy you. I could ask either of you a question, unless it was something particular to do with the cleaning, and.