Perhaps the most difficult thing to understand was that it had feltincredible, the ability to have that level of arousal in a sustained wayand orgasm ...ultiple times, it was unbelievable. I hated myself, Ishould've fought it more, I shouldn't have let it happen to me. Icontinued to lay there and John returned."You look so sweet, I can tell from the noise you made that you enjoyedthat. Let's go to bed and maybe I can recover enough to go again," hestated.He gently lifted my hand and I got up.. "Will Bettie cover for you without knowing what you're doing?" Sure. I'll think up something scandalous I shouldn't be doing as a cover story. We do that kind of thing all the time. Do you have something planned?" Yes, but it's a surprise so don't ask any questions. I'll fill you in when I have all the details worked out."After we finished in the kitchen, I went up to my room and closed the door. I sat down at my computer and made out a To Do list.TO DO1. Check with Chuck about cover story.2.. As Joel’s twenty-first birthday loomed, they lay in bed one evening discussing what James could buy him. To be honest, there was nothing Joel needed and told James so.“Baby, it’s your twenty-first, it has to be something special,” James entreated him.As a joke, and sure that James wouldn’t do it or be able to pull it off, Joel replied, “Well, as you know I have always been fascinated by K Mac, that famous straight porn star that I think is the hottest man alive. I would love him to fuck me,”. Thankfully, the streets were quiet, and as we proceeded --slowly – along the main thoroughfare out of Cardiff, I gained a measure of confidence. We headed north, towards the Rhondda Valley. Further into the hinterland the road narrowed as it threaded its way through the linear Valley towns. It was then I became aware of traffic hazards not encountered when learning to drive around Reading: to wit, Valley folk and Valley sheep!Valley folk are the salt of the earth but they were/are prone to.