" You're very thoughtful but I would rather have you here with me. It's seven o'clock. We'll be there in a hour or so."We said good-bye and hung up."Y...u little minx," I said looking at Lena."We love you, John, and you deserve more than we can give you. Let's take a shower."I said okay and watched Lena and Christina head to the shower. Mr. Happy watched them too and he looked at me and said he wanted some more.I dragged my ass out of the bed and headed to the shower. Christina and Lena were. We used to have lots of fun mocking each others personality, I never had lust for her, I always adored her beauty but never gave compliments to her, instead I used to make fun of her personality, which made her feel that I m different to others as everyone used to give her fake compliments so that they can get close to her and I used to be very genuine with her, which she liked. Once our friend group planned to watch a movie together, so I happen to sit next to her she touched my lap while. I went to the library researching anything that might fit my condition, and something occurred to me: I had never seen Alina in the day.No matter how close we had become she never saw me in the daytime no matter how many times I called.Part of me could see myself marrying this girl, but why did I feel something was wrong all of the sudden. Acting on a hunch I visited her apartment finding an extra key over the door frame.Opening the door I found her in the bedroom with the windows boarded up.. To the other side, my neighbours are far back, with the trees in our yard obstructing their view of our property. I look towards my own house, letting my gaze go past it, and to the street beyond. As usual, there's no traffic; and, even if there were, nobody would see me, nor would they have any reason to enter my driveway. Smiling, I look down at my dirty, sweat stained shirt and then back at the garden, taking note of how much work is left to be done.I had always wondered about how it'd feel.