Did I really want all of this?Did I really want to become a woman?I knew the truth right from the start.The answer was:Yes.It had always been my secre... desire, my dream, but now things were out ofmy hands and not going as I imagined. What was going to happen now?Monday came around very fast indeed, as the hours went by my heartstarted beating faster and my hands started shaking more, Miss came up tome about 5.30 and ask, "Pansy are you ready" "Yes Miss I replied." "Wellcome on down then, I want. I wanted to shoot some pictures myself, like the ones you sent me many times…”.He stands right in front of me. He’s younger than me but so much experienced. There’s a spark of pure lust in his dark, deep eyes.He walks past me, reaching me from behind, I can feel his hands on my hips as he starts to kiss my neck and shoulder, his tongue leaving a wet trail that burns on my skin.“Your skin is soft, like I always imagined it”, his voice is a blow in my ear, giving me goosebumps.He pulls me closer,. My hand slides to the zip and brings it half way up your leg. You let out an agreeing gasp as you continue to talk. My hand slips under your skirt and softly rubs your inner thighs as you move your legs apart a little. My hand resting just against your knickers.We come to a turn & have to stop briefly, I lean over to kiss you, oghhhh I love your lips, they are so sensual. As I move back into my seat properly I tell you to slide the zip all the way up as far as it goes. With that my hand gently. Finally I picked one and handed it to him. Keep that one handy," I said."I plan on getting someone just drunk enough to get on stage tonight."Mona giggled seeing what I'd picked. As soon as Tawny came off stage Istepped out as Link said, "Miss Dawn, back to grace us once again." Andthe music began to play, I found myself singing along as I wiggled anddanced to the music. "School's Out for Summer," I pulled loose thestring at the back of my neck. "Schools out for Ever," I pulled loosethe bottom.