"That was how things went until lunch time. I thought about staying inside. I knew that if I went out there it would be even worse than yesterday. But...I knew that Kevin would make me regret it if I didn't go out. So I walked out with the other kids that don't eat lunch and headed towards the tree where Kevin hangs out. He came up behind me before I got there. He took my arm and pulled me out into the parking lot. I had to hurry to keep up. He was really rushing me." We went to a van that was. Plenty of incense and tobacco smoke.“No weapons,” said a young lady in response to a look from our escort.We were led through a hall and into a huge room. The figure propped up with many pillows beckoned Abbie forward. He was very old ... very very old. Abbie knelt and put her forehead on the floor.A foreign language spoken and Abbie jumped up and embraced the man in the bed.She waved us forward and I felt a most intense scrutiny ... without a doubt this man could read me.His gaze took in. We sat around on the river bank talking and enjoying the sunshine for a while and then it was time to get moving. I had not noticed Anita strike up a conversation with Tyrone. I helped our guide Richard to pack up the gear and load it into his canoe while Anita slipped off to the toilet. Five minutes later we had finished loading the canoes, so I decided to go for a leak too.I walked into the men’s room and was about to take a piss when I heard what sounded like a low moan coming from the. From the very first feelings I had about my sexuality I realised I had a strange fetish toward older men, the fatter, the hairier the sweatier the better, well within reason but I understood this fetish very well so much so that I avoided almost all contact with people my own age or younger than me in any sexual manner it was something that didn't turn me on at all and was definitely out of my comfort zone unless I was extremely desperate, so this particular day was a Saturday morning and I was.