He said ok! but he said just one, you must be very tired, specially after all those lorry drivers, you been having sex with, I said ok! nice bar lots ...f people, we sat in a corner of the bar, the walls were full of pictures, with wrestling men on them, and the barman, big man around 50 years old with nice tommy and big muscles, he is in the other corner of the bar, talking to 4 big men like him,we order our drinks, after a while I tell my husband, I think he is the owner, he is in the pictures,. ”“On a Saturday?”“We have an audit scheduled for Monday and I’m going in to see that we are ready for it.”I hid my disappointment and got up and dressed. On the way to her place she apologized.“I didn’t expect the night to end the way it did. Knowing I had to work today I should have waited for our next date.”When I asked if we could get together that evening she told me she couldn’t because she would be absolutely beat and when I asked about Sunday she said she couldn’t because she had a baby. I start having sex again, all is well. Been with multiple women since then, not one complaint again, all back for seconds (thirds, etc).Not until I started browsing /r/sex about 6 months ago did I find out that my 4.5in penis is small. Boy was my face red! All these years, I've been confidently speaking to women, having meaningful (some not so meaningful) relationships, and having great sex and not once did I look down and feel the shame that everybody seems to be trying to force onto me.I'm. She knew that her love for him would never be returned, but that was okay, life was good. She had a good job as a physiotherapist which she enjoyed. She dated occasionally but no one ever quite measured up and in the back of her head she knew it was because on Chad. Sometimes at night when she couldn’t sleep, she would touch herself and think of him. That still gave her the same pleasure that it had ten years earlier, when she was fourteen. She would never forget the day she had read the news.