" You're telling me."Amy was a few feet away from me, dancing with the boy she'd been talking to. I smiled at her. She shrugged. She looked happy."But...you know, in spite of everything that's happened to you and Charlotte," Gerri continued, "I gotta say that if there's anything I can do for you, you just gotta ask. You know what I mean? Anything."Anything. Wow. Gerri was offering me something very beautiful. Basically all of herself. And why? Because she thought I was hurting (which I was) and. Ah, let it come. In fact, I decided to go one better. I hitched myself up and sat on the balcony ledge, with my legs dangling inside. So not just my big boobs, but even my round bubble-shaped ass was on display. The headlights approached. It turned out to be a bus. Passed by. No honks or anything. I had been worried over nothing. This felt good. I got off the ledge and lay down on the balcony floor. Started masturbating. Got myself off in a couple of minutes.That's when I heard some faint. We'd get into the shower and she'd start to pee on me while I did the same to her, then we'd shower, helping wash each other and then to my room.Steph seemed to never get tired of watching me jerk off. She'd ask if we could wait, though to cum later. This one morning, she asked if I'd given any thought to trying to fist her, and I had, I was afraid I'd hurt her. She wanted to try, she had bought some lubricant and went to her room to get it.When she laid on my bed, she put a pillow up under. I instantly got hard. I quickly finished pulling her pajamas off from under her feet and I grabbed her black underwear with one hand and pushed her stomach with the other. I pushed her against the table and with one fierce pull I snapped off her underwear, making a loud tearing noise. “I’ll make you a deal. We are going to rape you, but not kill you!”"Fuck you! Get off me you creep!" she yelled.As soon as she said that I slapped her across the face with my right hand. "Don't raise your voice at.