That video started me on my self torture journey. And fueled the fact that I wrote in my first story. After submitting my story to several adult fetis... sites I received a lot of e-mail stating they were intrigued by my story. I also received a lot of negativity on how I wrote the letter and the Miss spellings I had in it. I am not a professional writer.I developed a on line relationship with a kind gentleman that understood what my true fetish was and became my on line friend as well as my. I didn’t notice Toby come up, until I felt his arm round my shoulder. He held me against him, rocking me back and forth letting me ruing his shirt. He didn’t say anything, just let me sob. Then suddenly, he lifted my chin and stared into my eyes. ”Your Beautiful, Cherry” he barley whispered. I smiled, and reached a hand out to touch his cheek. He then got up, taking my hand and leading me to his room, where we could have some privacy. Once Toby had closed the door, he turned to me and kissed me. "You should finish your degree and get the CPA certification."Dave said, "Are you sure?" Yes." What about kids?" Dave asked."Once you get your degree, then we can have kids. If you don't do return to school now, you'll never be able to do it. God knows that everyone needs a college degree now a days," Sue Ellen said."You might have a point." We're doing pretty good now, but that might not last. A college degree might mean that we could afford to send the kids to college."Dave said, "I'll think. "It was now Sophie's turn to look at the floor. She debated whether or not to reveal her secret. She might as well be honest, she was too far in now."Actually, I'm only having one baby." She said sadly, "And I'm only 7 months in too, not 9." Holy Shit!" Shrieked Beth, reaching forward to feel her stomach, "Sorry, but you're enormous, and you're only a month further than me! Please, tell me how you do it!" Well, I just eat a lot I guess," She said. For some reason, Beth's reply actually made her.