."Sam looked as if he were going to burst again, but at the mere mention ofbeing grounded he instantly sucked it up with a bitter grunt and lookedaway...from his mother with a sneer on his face. "Fine..." the eleven yearold murmured, crossing his arms in defeat. His mother smiled at him andpatted his mop top of curls."Thanks kiddo... Look, I'll make it up to you. How about we go to the toystore later on today. I made a few extra bucks in tips, so I'll buy youthat doll you wanted. What was it. I found women smoking very sexy and I'd often fantasized about being a sexily dressed woman smoking. I inhaled slightly, enough for Meredith to know I was a real smoker but not enough to make me sick. She took deep inhales and you could tell she was experienced. I noticed her shipped nail polish and rubber bracelets. She talked about her friends in Mississippi and the music she liked. She knew about all the bands. I could tell she was smarter than anyone at school. Mostly, she talked but. " I get what you're saying, but this is nothing like a normal relationship." I didn't say that it was a normal relationship, just that it is a relationship. I knew a little bit about Diane and what she does but talking to her this morning made realize that maybe what we have is an 'alternative' type of relationship." Wait, what did you tell her?" Everything." What do you mean by everything?" I mean everything. She knows about everything that's ever happened between us and she's interested in. So, I even played around with some women – had some close calls but never got caught out.A few years back I hooked up with an old friend Frank who I grew up with, and like many young boys we experimented showing each others dicks, looking at girly mags, and ended up jerking off together. As we got more and more comfortable with each other we rubbed our dicks together and somehow ended up blowing each other on a daily basis – and never got caught.We started with just meeting up for a coffee or.