...and I left him to get ready...thinking to myself 'am I sure I want to do this '....the first and only time I ever questioned myself.After about 3 o... 4 minutes , I asked if he was ready and he relied yes, as I entered the bedroom he was there laid on my bed, naked , rubbered and was putting some lube on his excited manhood.I was still in my dressing gown and I sat on the bed with my back to him as I disrobed....I remember thinking....'he can see my bra straps'....it semed a big deal that. You won't be needing them anymore my dear." I could not believe my ears, now he was telling me what I can and cannot wear. My head was spinning with all of this, one thing then another, He was so nice and now. Then it hit me about what had just transpired and how I had lost all control and how I gave in so easily to my own sexual pleasure, I remembered the video camera and began to cry.I guess Mr. Ballard knew what was going on because He handed me a box of tissue and said, "Here, use this." I. The pack was a large one, five males and seven females. As they approached her in turn she fawned on them, baring her throat, licking their jaws, and whining like a puppy. At last the pack leader approached. Taking her throat in his jaws he shook her lightly, then, in response to her overtures, dropped a small portion of food from his mouth into hers. With that, the pack numbered five males and eight females.As a newcomer she started as the lowest ranking female in the pack. That changed. The job itself is great, more money than people need, autonomy to get on with work, good customers generally, there are a small number who get visited when Una brings out the black everything ensemble.Dinner was fine and the conversations amongst the anonymous folk was excellent. Just about 8.30 the show offs headed for the bar. Alcohol with dinner had been free and many had got a head start. Our side of the room compensated by having little so that allowed the others to have lots. Breda.