I told you that I don?t do what some of thegirls do at the club and that my sexuality is not linked to my presentingas Michelle.??That isn?t quite tru.... In the past there were a couple incidents whereMichelle has engaged in sexual relations; I?m not going to go into detailso please don?t ask. What is relevant is that since then I havesuppressed my sexuality despite my desires.??I spent the weekend thinking things over and delving deeply into mypsyche. I realised that I actually like men. Aur uski gand kay sorakh par thook daldia aur apnay lund ko jokay uskay thook aur mairay mall say bhara hoa tha ahista say uskay sorakh ko chora karkay usmain dalna suro kia uski gand ka surakh bohat hi chotta tha isliyay maira lund andar nahi jaraha tha mainay uska surakh aur chora karkay thora zoor say apnay lund ko undar dhaka dia to mairay lund ka topa uski gand main chala gaya usay bohat dard honay laga main thori dair aisay hi ruka raha aur phir jab uska dard kam hoa to ahista ahista apna. Itwas opening of their new bungalow, which they have built in Pune and everybody was busy in attending some work or the other. I got bored in some time asmy cousin was with his father-in-law and he was introducing him to many visitors. I was not knowing what to do and cursing myself to said yes to my cousin. The pooja was already done early morning and it was now a big lunch they havearranged. At around 3:00 pm, One lady came to me and asked me to come for lunch. She was my cousin’s BIL’s wife. I asked in what way? She said I allowed them to have oral sex with me. She received only. I said you have never tasted pussy? She said no. I asked if she was going to? She smiled and said maybe. Will the photographer be there too I asked? She said we haven't worked that out. I know he is a big black guy and the thought of her little body being used by a big black cock was exciting me. That idea was never totally shot down so there is hope. She has had a hysterectomy so she doesn't have to worry.