"And once I have him, I'll do anything he wants any way he wants it. I won't ever let him get away."I don't know what I was feeling as I looked at her... Was she simply letting me know her intentions, or did she think I might be a threat to her plans? On some level I felt threatened by her as well. I didn't know why though. If she was successful in her quest it would actually help me. All I had to do was to follow her around and videotape them together. Then I'd have the evidence I needed.But. Daddy didn’t see it that way.??I’m sorry to disturb your breakfast Jane,? he apologised and then went on in his polite way, ?Would you mind taking Sally down to the cellar and fastening her to the new bench please? Come back and finish your breakfast and after you’ve finished eating, take your strap and give her ten strokes, hard ones, for the ten minutes she is late.? My protests were of no avail and only served to increase my punishment. ?Jenny, please help your mother with Sally and when the. I kneeled there crying in front of them. At that moment I knew I had made a terrible mistake but I was trapped now. I would be, at all times, what I had until now only been on occasion and on my own terms. I was Miss Crystal's slave."Alright y'all. You can get out of here now. You need anything Freak here'll run out and do what ever you need done and he's not allowed to lock his doors anymore so come on in if you want to." Miss Crystal laughed"We'll be seeing you Freak." Mr Dwayne said. ..It took thirty minutes to get on the motorway that leads down to Devonand the West Country--plenty of time to think about what I should do. Iknow I wasn't thinking straight--the shock of my wife and her betrayalwould probably haunt me for the rest of my life. At first I blamed myselffor being transgendered, but my wife came into the marriage with eyeswide open. I told her on the second date, who and what I was. She seemedto get a buzz out of my far from normal gender identity. The one.