Maybe I would have eternity to clear it up. For some reason I remembered just when I’d lost Hope.My mid-life crisis hit the day I realized thirty-th...ee was half-way through my life expectancy. Of course, technically, having already survived Viet Nam, I should have had a much longer life expectancy than the sixty-six that was estimated in 1982, but apparently I had seriously over-estimated.At thirty-three, I’d just been promoted to full partner and celebrated by buying a brand new bright yellow. I’ll never have the money to start something like that.”I leaned back and thought about that for a minute. “Why not?”“I don’t have that kind of cash! Do you have any idea how much money gets tied up in a place like that? Thousands - no, millions! Where would we ever find that kind of money?”“Tusker, nobody has that kind of cash. You borrow it from a bank,” I told him.“Who the hell is going to loan me that kind of money? Christ, I’m just a bartender at a biker bar!”“And that’s all you’ll ever be. I knew it would go this way, I knew it, it nearly always did with Sarah. we would be kissing and touching like any other lovers and then...This time she had me on all fours , with the black leather dog collar on andtwo leashes with chrome chains. I was being led around the room, Sarah with one black leather handle and Leo with the other. . Sarah would order me to suck somebody's cock, and I had to do it.I had to suck the cocks i encountered or lick asses or pussies-whatever somebody put in my. After the first rotation, Mr woods got in between my legs, and slid his cock slowly into my ass. At first it hurt, and I wanted him to stop. But I let him keep going, and soon it felt amazing. A feeling I had never experienced before. So there I am, on my back, with Mr woods slamming into my tight ass, with a cock in my mouth, and another in my hand.When the second guy took his turn he put me on my hands and knees and fucked me doggy style, I loved the slapping noises it made when he went balls.