Carolyn was too concerned about Ray's condition to initiate any sexual contact herself. And while she hadn't expressed it in so many words, when the c...uple did have sex, it was no longer the mind-blowing experience for her that it had once been.Ray, of course, could tell. His healing abilities were in disuse and whatever residual or related abilities they had provided him in the realm of sexuality - well, those talents also were in obvious decline.Ray frequently questioned the doctors. " You mean this mess will rinse right out?" Of course. It's essentially nothing more than a strong water color paint. You didn't think I would do anything like this permanently and humiliate you, do you?"She nodded her head as a new round of tears fell, "After everything I did to you, yes because I know I deserved it." Yes, you did deserve it. But we both know this all has to end. This is me ending it on my end. Do you promise me it has stopped on your end?" Again she pulled herself into. I thought maybe it was against your beliefs or something..." I stammered."We're Christians Jimmy, not some weirdos, of course we want children." Oh good, I thought maybe... you know... maybe you didn't believe in sex or something," I said, purposely blushing.After we had worked silently for a few minutes Mrs. S whispered without looking at me, "We're trying Jimmy... just so far, no... no luck." Oh, I'm sorry ma'am, I'm sure you'll get pregnant soon... God willing."After another half hour of. Please bring David to the Wellman on Monday. I canhave the staff there help your children. Please tell your husband."Sarah said, "I cannot do that."I could see she was holding back the tears when she said that. I did ask,"What happened ? I can understand if you donot want to talk about it."Sarah said, "I lost my husband. He died overseas as a soldier. It happenedlate this summer. It still hurts."Nicole said, "My husband died about the same time. If you need to talk orhave a friend, please call.