It’s just that now I somehow can’t quite grasp the concept that God believes in me, any longer. After all, why did he take my wife and my future f...mily away from me, if that’s the case?“I think that he must be punishing me for something very bad that I did. But I can’t think what it was.”He began weeping, with his head buried in his hands. Kathy was conflicted. She knew her husband and her best friend were now enjoying making love next door in her house, though it wasn’t exclusively her house. Turning on the shower she stripped the rest of her clothes off. Walking into the cubicle she let the warm water cascade over her hair, breasts and large round stomach, lifting it to let the water trickle under it and down her freshly trimmed mound. Marie had decided a long time ago that despite her size she was still going to look nice. She didn't have the highest confidence but she knew men who loved women as big as her and she felt sexy knowing that. She washed herself with her usual rose. Or wasted!!He says, "Ok, Kathy. We should probably get started. So listen, like I said before, I've done this before and know what Dave likes so just go along with my instructions, and if there’s anything you feel uncomfortable with or if you feel weird at all, just tell me and we can stop. Got it? You can change in the kitchen, I've got it set up for you."Wow! This did feel like a professional modeling gig! Except for the whole drinking and smoking thing! I first changed into Dave's favorite. "But Debbie?" I pleaded. "I don't like guns." Would you rather I left it here for him when he wakes up?" Good point." I said, resigned to the fact that she obviously was going to do what ever she wanted."Now let's get out of here!"That sounded good to me! I headed for the door and was about to open it when Debbie motioned for me to stop. She backed up against the door jam, just like on a police show. She opened the door, peered out both ways, then motioned me to follow."Holy shit." I said. "My.