Not that she was consciously aware that she was jealous of Mallory, or even that she had feelings for her father she hadn't even suspected before.Rath...r, there had just been too many obstacles in the way of really enjoying what Randy was doing. They weren't really lovers. All they were doing was going through the motions of having sex. And some unconscious part of her brain knew that.This, though, was an entirely different set of circumstances. While she loved Randy, what she felt for her. It was hot, so I headed straight for the water and dove in. It cooled me down in more ways than one. I turned and faced the shore looking for Bobby. He came up from underwater about three feet in front of me, shook the water out of his eyes and spit a stream of water back into the pond.“This is a perfect day to be here, Aunt Kate.”“It sure is. The water is perfect. Not a cloud in the sky.”We were treading water facing each other and had worked our way to only about a foot from each other. Our. All I remember was findin’ my way home when I was about 40 ... Ever since then I’ve been around here, wi’ everyone conspicuously avoiding me ... Nae-one wants to talk to the professional slapper ... Tramp, whore, druggie ... I’ve been clean for years, but nae-one trusts you once you’ve been that way ... And then the big punchline ... I get the cancer.”“I’ve gone my whole life doing whatever I wanted to do ... And now I’ve only got a few months left to do the rest ... And the only thing I can. The orderly left with the virtually untouched tray.Note to self, thought Draco. Must make sure that hospital meals appear at least partially eaten. Draco turned on the TV in his room. It was only that day he'd learned exactly what the box was for. He had assumed that it was yet another of the muggle monitoring instruments in his hospital room, until Dee explained to him what it was for and how it was used. Rather clever, these Muggles. Draco watched a few minutes of a sitcom. At intervals he.