I joked to her one day that if her and I was together, I would spank her buttt for being drunk. She just laughed and said " I would not feel a thing".... It was then that I told her to bend over my knee, and we would see about that. She just stood and looked shocked. She would say that no one had ever spanked her since she was a kid. I told her that her drinking and stating " I would not feel a thing" was going to cost her a spanking just the same. She didn't say another word, but bent over my. As i was telling before we used to be close to each other and at home we used to sleep on the same bed. So it happened she was sleeping beside me on the hospital bed. That night, she lay her hands on me and slept and I hugged her in a causal show of affection and suddenly without warning she pulled me close to her body and began pressing her boobs into my chest. I was taken aback by this gesture and was pretending as if I did not understand anything. I just gave her a kiss on her cheek and. I still had the taste of mommy on my lips and her pee was inmy stomach. She was the woman I first submitted myself to and I couldn'tbegin to comprehend how she would willingly bend her will to Helen's nordid I feel anything less than betrayed by her assent to the further theftof my freedom. I was looking forward to having Saturday off and justhaving a set schedule at Derek's brothel. Now that I was going to have toservice clients in the evening it seemed like my entire existencerevolved around. This summons to duty sounded a bit closer to home and I had discerned the little tremor of fear in her voice that I had never heard before. It was enough to get me moving at zero dark thirty and on one of the Wright brother's inventions when I had sworn never to set foot in flight again. Two crashes were my maximum limit and I kind of felt the third would be the one-way ticket to paradise but without the benefit of 72 virgins. I always had a lack of success with virgins anyway. They were lots.