But you have to promise me that you’ll do it.”“Not before you tell me what it is,” I said.“Of all the people in your life, and I mean all, i... there’s anyone you think you trust more than me I’d like to know who it is so I can call bullshit. Well, except your sister, but she’s not here.”“Fine. I promise.”“Go to a bar. Find a random hot chick and fuck her brains out. I don’t care who, except it can’t be anyone you know.”“Why would I do that?” I said.“Because it’ll break this stupid, stupid cycle. I must have sat with my thoughts for over an hour, for the next thing I knew, Rose had knocked on the door and slipped inside. She was dressed in a provocatively low-cut blue gown. A scarlet domino cape was draped over her arm, and she held her loo-mask in her hand. Rose had been to Vauxhall Gardens several times, and claimed to know the secluded walks blindfolded. Catching sight of me, she looked immediately concern. “Devona, what is it?” she asked, coming across the room to put her arms. And with a little of my gentle persuasion they rapidly come under my spell. Suddenly I become very agitated and scream. ?Jessica?? ?What’s wrong dear? she says as she holds me tightly. ?My book my phone book ?I scream insanely, almost pulling the tubes from my arm. As she holds me the other nurses arrive with a shot of seconal to calm me down. The previous dose of Atavan apparently was not working. They don’t even bother with the injection port on the tubes but jam it in my arm. When I was walking down the garden path with the drinks Janet was walking inside, she had a towl wrapped around her waist and looked very nervous, her nipples were standing at attention and her face was flushed red. Janet smiled weakly and took her margarita and headed inside, when I got to the deck Jerry was standing there naked with his semi hard cock hanging there, he made a show of snatching his shorts and covering up, saying, "oh geeze, I thought Janet caught me changing" he then dropped.