So we were carrying on the same monotonous sexual routines between us which had lost much of its charm and excitement with the passage of time. One al...ays wants some changes in his life. As such the fun from having sex from someone else remained in my dreams and fantasies.As an alternative, my hubby and I both used to fantasize about having sex with some other partner during our sexual inter-courses. So despite I remaining physically committed to my hubby all these years, I was mentally. " We need all white American males to come to their senses again."Fictionmania, is part of the problem, we keep trying to sabotage it, andit keeps coming back, place has more lives then a cat." If this works those sissies will realize the error or their ways, and dowhat ever we ask them. After a few years of this, they will do anythingto get back into the fold. Then we can take our country back." Well we'll start with him tonight, if it works, we start testing largescale in Frisco in two. Life is hard, don't you know, and even self-pleasure goes against that.Alex had awakened something in me. I knew more about sex than I'd learned in three terms at Claiborne. I wanted that feeling of a guy entering me. I wanted that rising feeling as he pushed me higher and higher until I couldn't stand it any longer and I came in a wild rush of feeling. And I also wanted that moment when our souls merged, and we were a unity, joined body and spirit.Say what they will about proper behavior, I. I didn’t interfere. I just wanted to get this over with. In two hours, my fate was decided. No.3 was good but still due to my future prospects, no.4 was chosen provided they accepted it. That day I prayed for them to deny. In the office, I got no call from mom so I was relieved that they had denied so with happy face I returned home. Nothing seems to change in the house so I was confirmed. At dinner time, mom dropped the bomb. And fuck my fate, they fucking agreed. And from that day I was.