"You make a lonely old man feel better. I don't get to have dinner with a beautiful woman often any more. In fact it's been over three years now." I s...t with my arms on the table and my hands extended. I had the right one around my beer and she reached out to take the left one in both hers. Her eyes were shining in the light and I thought she might cry. She squeezed my hand and smiled showing a lot of teeth. "Thank you," I said again and sat looking at her. She said, "Give me a second, don't go. I could not take my eyes off her, her athletic body with perfect round breasts struggling to escape from her tight bikini top. My wife, instead of berating me for lusting after Karen, surprised me by saying that she would love to get into Karen’s pants too. I recall a night of great fantasy sex as we pretended that Karen was in bed with us. After the weekend at the resort, we met up with Karen and her fiancé for drinks in a local pub once or twice, but we drifted apart, having different circles. This scared her for no reason and instead of going in, she turned saying, “Well, it was nice to meet you”, and hurried across the yard into her house.Getting inside, she took a deep breath. She never had cared for older men, why was she having this unique reaction to this older man? Why was her body reacting as being in heat? She decided to take a shower. Couple of hours later, she laid on a lounge chair in her backyard while wearing a red bikini. Her upper body was glazed with oil and she was. ?My mother is Chinese and my White step dad liked to say I got all the feminine features from my mother, When it was really hot in the summer, both my mom and I would be naked in the house and my step dad would remark that the only difference between me and my mom was that my mom had larger breasts. Even when I was really young he often jokingly referred to my penis as a boy clit, and he made very clear about the sexual superiority of his well endowed white penis. He would boast to me how much.