It was just… well, I didn’t really see the point. I loved swimming and the solitary pursuit which was a lot like programming. Set a goal, achieve ...t, go to the next level.My parents had enough and told me to get out of the house for the summer and stop working as a programmer. Get a driver's license and buy a car. Go do some living, with real people.So I got a summer job as a lifeguard. I was the youngest one on the staff. While I may have been the youngest staff member, I was far and away the. He leers at her."What?" She asks him, making this face; at the same time, she tugs down her shorts, showing him the pink bikini bottom. Looks like Dirk doesn’t know what is more shocking her flawless, supple body; the tattoo on such a young girl, or the fact she’s already only in a skimpy bikini. He isn’t sure of anything. We hit my room, now without him, where I drop my clothes and also get into a bikini. Then we just go and play volleyball in the garden, totally ignoring him. Now he totters. I tried to empty my mind, taking deep breaths to take the edge off.I then opened my eyes to look up at the ceiling. I replayed the events that led to my current position. Could it all have been avoided? Could I have done something differently? How can I rescue Alexis from Alan?I couldn’t answer any of them. All these thoughts going through my head made it impossible for me to relax. With a heavy sigh I sat up and placed my laptop from the side table to my lap. I figure I could get some work. Someday maybe I'll even have a baby with someone. Imagine me huge and pregnant with twins.I'm wet. I sit here typing and know in moments I'll throw on some clothes and leap out the window and find me a cock to suck. Did I mention that I fly?Thursday, October 3, 20132:07 a.m.I'm naked again. My blinds are cracked ever so slightly, just enough that someone with binoculars could see horizontal strips of me through the slats. Maybe put together a complete image of me using a mental version of.