It was an accident and we offered to pay for the repairs. Then we begged the manager to let us finish our trip because we had no other way home. Aft...r making a few phone calls the manager decided to allow us to continue our journey under two conditions. First we had to pay for the damages. Then he told us our old tickets were forfeited and we had to buy new ones.Julie didn’t have any money so I ended up paying for everything. Unfortunately I didn’t have enough to pay for myself, so when I. I only knew that that wasthe dilemma that had been torturing my soul. How could I ever admit sucha thing to anyone? "What scares me more than anything, is that I'm notsure I'll even feel this way tomorrow. Oh Sam! I'm so confused!" I wished that I could get off of this fence that I was stuck on. Hegrabbed my face in his hands and kissed me with more passion than everbefore. My soul swirled higher than my body did. "Are you sure Sam?" Iasked when we both paused for breath. With that he kissed me. .I need to get upstairs and get dressed for services." As she did, her right breast touched my cheek, and I could feel its warmth and smell her perfume. My penis was fully erect as I watched her walk out of the kitchen.I sat at the table wondering what I should do to relieve the sexaul tension her appearance and words created in me, and decided to wait until she left, then masturbate with an item of her lingerie. I headed upstairs to lay on my bed until she left, but as I passed her room, gave. He said we’d play a few sets of tennis, swim and then have dinner with his parents. ‘And don’t worry,’ he said. ‘They know you’re a shiksa and don’t care.’ Shiksa. It’s the first time I had heard that word, Yiddish for a Gentile female, he informed me. Mom knew what it meant, and she wasn’t too pleased when I told her. ‘He called you that? It’s an insulting term, Penelope, a pejorative. See, the Jews don’t much care for US either.’ Not an insult at all, Zach assured me, at least in the context.