‘This is your rock, but you were my rock. It was a big mistake leaving you behind. I know that now, we should have gotten married before I left.’ ...e asked, ‘Did you happen to ever watch the movie ‘Coal Miner’s Daughter?’ Irritated she replied, ‘You know I have. We used to watch it together. It’s one of my favorite movies.’ ‘She took her husband with her, she never considered leaving him behind. Now that is real love,’ he said. ‘But they were already married. If we had been married, I would. Tab mujhe dyan aaya kee hum log to hotel mein hai or ghar par koi bhee nahee hai kyon na ghar jakar hee kuch kare tab mein ghar jane kee jugat lagane laga or maine Sali ko ishara karke pass bulaya or kaha kee kisi bhee bahane se ghar chalo koi bhee kaam se to wo boli kee aap to bade hee chalak ho jiju moka talash kar hee liya aakhir or khush huee tab wo boli kee mujhe ghar par vaise bhee mere dress or saman lene jana hai or kahakar wo gharwalo ko kahane le liye chali gaee kee mein jiju ke sath. Unless you tell me what you want." He quirks an eyebrow at me. I feel so frustrated, why is it so hard for me to get the words out that I want to say? I've never had a man encourage me to be sexually liberated and confident. None have even tried anything but ordinary sex, all of my past lovers have been quick and unsatisfying; it's always been about them. But here's a man who's trying to make it about me, and I can't enjoy it because of my past inadequate lovers. I guess they've fucked me more. A hug and touch of hands is exchanged. Sitting down in the corner in comfortable chairs, like old friends catching up, telling stories, touching and smiling at each other. I wonder if I should ask or will she ask first about what is no doubt on both our minds. Eventually the discussion is turned to PLAYTIME. We both are excited and we have some frank discussions, she is my friend and I know that she has recently given her heart to another and though it was powerful, but yet short lived as the.