A white sleeveless t-shirt started my shirts off, being that I always cut the sleeves off of every t-shirt I owned for personal comfort. Next was the ...ong sleeve gray and black polo that was thin and light, but the only long sleeve shirt that I felt comfortable wearing with the sleeves actually not rolled up on. A thin set of cotton gloves tucked under the sleeves of my last shirt so that the snow would not touch my wrists. And finally for these layers of shirts was a red and black plaid. A long plastic tube was connected to the bottom of the bag, and she brought it over and hung it on a hook near where I hung. She then took the tube and shoved it up my nose, pushing it in roughly and forcing it through and down my throat."Just swallow it, it will go easier," she advised.I followed directions and swallowed the tube, and in a moment it was down my throat and in my stomach. She released a clip and the liquid flowed in.At first the sensation of filling seemed just a little strange.. Five of the horses immediately stumbled into the gopher holes and went down with broken legs. The thrown riders hit the ground and three of them broke their necks, while the other two broke arms or legs. As soon as they attempted to stand, we shot them.The remaining eight riders tried to wheel out of the water only to run into the mud field. With the horses bogged down, Opal Anne and I took out another four. With only four more men alive, we calmly shot their horses. Horses are a much bigger. I have been saving all my money in order to pay for phase one of my plan, which is almost complete. Phase two is next and while I don't have to pay for it, I have decided that I will. It just seems like a final step if I pay to do it rather than just disappear.Phase one was an eye-opener. I decided to book myself into a body restructuring programme offered by one of the most expensive genetic refactoring clinics around. I needed to change how I look, my eye colour, hair colour; not just by.