It’s something that people who’ve never experienced that gap between reality and realization can never truly relate to but that doesn’t make it ...ny less true. Saying that it’s not my fault, looking at the facts none of it helps because I should have been better. I guess now would be when I tell you what’s not my fault and what a horrible human being I am. I didn’t even realize how horrible I was until a few moments ago when I realized I don’t really care that ther was a life lost to the world I. It was like watching a taboo movie. We all knew this was wrong, but our dicks wouldn’t let us stop it.He thrusted forward, and his whole penis slid into her. She made the cutest, sexiest sound i’ve ever heard to this day, and stepped out of her panties to wrap her legs around him, her white trainers still on her feet. As he was fucking her, she didn’t move at all. Finally, one of the guys got brave and approached her with his dick in his hand. He looked like he was nervous about getting closer. "I looked at the nylon overall with distaste."Ok love," I mumbled. I really didn't want to wear it.Finishing my breakfast, I put my plate in the dishwasher and then tookmy coffee outside, joining her on the garden bench. It was getting quitehot already and I tried to push up the sleeves of the black top, butthey were too tight on my arms."You look as if you are roasting, why don't you take those things offand just wear the housecoat when you're cleaning?"I glanced at her. "I thought I'd try and. Het is ze.'Je kan de kamer krijgen. Ik verwacht je morgen om twee uur hier.''Maar ....., ik heb hier nog voor de hele maand vooruit betaald en....., als ik bij U ook moet betalen...... Zoveel geld heb ik niet.''Daar heb ik niets mee te maken. Ik verwacht je morgen om twee uur. Totmorgen.' Een klik en de telefoon is dood.Verslagen leg ik de telefoon neer. Wat moet ik nu?Op mijn kamer ga ik op de rand van mijn bed zitten. En overdenk desituatie. Het is niet eenvoudig. Daar zit ik nu. Misschien.