Melissa is 5’5” mostly legs, medium brown hair, hazel eyes, beautiful ass, pouting lips, and a small set of 34A tits with 1” nipples. When she f...nished her strip tease, which was so hot! I had her sit on the couch with her legs spread very wide, giving my camera a violating look at her swollen shaved cunt. I told her to start playing with herself as I wandered and found an object for her to play with. Her eyes were closed as I returned with an old meat cleaver, I handed it to her, her eyes. Unless you want to go home, that is?" She quickly agreed, "No, no, sir, I want the fifteen more swats. Please hurry up, sir." If she knew the thoughts in my head she would've said the safe word right there and ran the hell home. Before she could begin to think about it any further, I went to the bench in front of her head and picked up a small ball-gag. "Kristy my slut," I whispered in her left ear, "I'm going to cover your mouth so you cannot scream during your final swats, but I'll make you a. " No, I can't control it, Doctor, I think about Beth so much, and in bed at night and in the morning I can't help masturbating. I try not to think about Beth when I'm doing it, but I usually can't help it. I'm such a horrible person for doing that."He paused again. "You are not horrible, Frank. You have suffered a significant loss, and your mind and body are struggling to cope. From what you say, you recognise that it's wrong to act upon the feelings you have, and that's admirable. You are. And she is really nice as well,” I replied. “OK then. Just twice now you have come home with a grin on your face. So what should I think?” Bill asked. “I don't know. But she wants to take me out again. So I may go out with her again tomorrow. I think this is really helping though. I think soon I could be taking the drivers test again. And I know I'm gonna pass that damn test,” I replied. I think he was a little more than skeptical. He knew I was a guy and needed to have sex every now and then..