Mike bothered me. I knew the path that he was on but every attempt I made to even talk about steering him off it had failed. I wanted to help him, to ...eep him from ending up a 33 year old loser living with his parents and never having held a job for more than a year in his life. Didn't he want to marry, have children, raise a family? Didn't he want what everyone else in the world did? Surely the life he would end up with was not what he desired, was it? But I had no idea how to even begin to. Magrille said that Micah Poole, 22, from Waikiki was the last known visitor to Mr. Boyle's house. Micah, about 6' 4", thin, with black hair and with what Mr. Magrille called "a pretty face and dark, haunted eyes," has a history of mental illness and violence. When asked, Lieutenant Kamalua agreed that Micah Poole was a suspect and was wanted for questioning. At this time, the whereabouts of Mr. Poole are unknown. "Any information on the location of Mr. Poole would be greatly appreciated," said. Like that wasn’t enough, Judy selected the exact moment to fill her diaper. I picked her up from Caryn and headed to the bathroom. Since my left hand now only had a light cast, washing her and changing her diaper was a whole lot easier. Only when I was finished did I notice that Caryn had followed me the whole while. She was about to say something, but I interrupted her.“Please, Caryn, can we eat something first? There is a whole lot I need to say to you, but I have not been able to eat. It comes fromchildhood memories of suckling mothers milk. But a womans desire to suckle isnever spoken about. I guess it may be tied up with fear of becoming a lesbian. We have to sublimate that desire with thoughts of sucking a mans dick andreceiving our milk from his penis. Well, I wanted my milk. I sucked hard nownot thinking about anyone looking at us. I pulled off, panting and staring upat coach and the others. They all had this look on their faces. they knewexactlywhat they were.